I murdered myself at eighteen. Jesus said, "you killed the author of life" but I murdered his child, myself. I am the chief of sinners. Have you murdered someone like I have? Probably not. Why are you beyond redemption?
I need the worst of sinners to start sharing their testimonies to the world. We overcome by the word of our testimony and the blood of the lamb. Our testimony. The Bible is a book about redemption and not condemnation to any who choose God. You have a story that matters.
Romans 8:20-22 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now.
Besides, who wants to watch a movie that has no plot? That's boring just like modern day religion and American Christianity. I want to see the rejects and rebels and nobodies come up.
You Must be Redeemed
Without a testimony, a test, you cannot be a Christian. You'll have many tests and testimonies. You have to know why you need a savior. Nobody is ashamed of a hero.
My generation is missing father figures and most of us have no idea what we are doing. We are all screw ups, but we are all screw ups together. Somebody will need your help someday because you've made mistakes and gone through evil that God could use you to help others.
Your first ministry to to God. Everything you've screwed up in your life God will turn all the evil into a good testimony to help others. You are here to be redeemed, loved and to heal others. Nobody is greater than anybody.
You can do great things in your life if you want to. If you are genuine then people will hear you, and you'll be persecuted for the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Don't you want to heal hearts?
Build Yourself and People
I can't do it for you. God knows if you are faking it or not. He's either real to you or he's not. If you are doing things for profit and a great name then you will ultimately fail and be to to shame by God to using him. Life is about Jesus and the love of God.
Someday I'll make this project a hub of peoples testimonies and relatable things because we are the Lost Seeds of our broken generation. A lot of people need to hear your story because it's unique to you. You should try to share it in a way that is unique to your personality. Whether its through music, art, teddy bears, visiting the elderly or whatever.
Don't despise small beginnings. You could affect one life for eternity. Jesus is the truth, that's it.